" I found myself losing focus at a Sunday service
Embarrassed, so I start questioning God, "What is my purpose?"
He said to live the way He did, that's all he want from me
Spread the word and witness, he rose on the first Sunday
I said "alright," enthused that my Lord gave a listen
I opened my Bible, in search to be a better Christian
And this from a person that never believed in religion
But shit, my life is so fucked up, man – I can't help but give in
I'm giving testimonies to strangers I never met
Hopped on the pulpit and told them how I was truly blessed
Felt like I'm free from all my sins when the service was over
Walked out the church, then got a call that my homie was murdered
Then lost my faith again
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